oct. 3-4 2025; first time actually using html for anything other than a tumblr post!!! fghbjkhjghfgcc soooo guys how we liking the me so far ? :3c i have no idea what to put here uhhh but im eating quesadillas rn . hooray

dec. 5 2025; holy shit life has been sorta ass hgfghjhgfg have had not had the time to update (and fix) my site here! uh so i have plenty to talk about now tho x3 lets start earliers, back in octobber! uh. i almost dropped a barbell on my face. near death experience at the gym! which sucked, it was first thing in the morning lmao one of my online friends was not feeling good and stopped talking to me for a bit! sucked. we made up. yay! glad we stayed friends . he knows too much anyways /j oh i split my brow. i cut my forehead open by uh. hitting it on the corner of a metal shelf. now theres a notch in my brow! yay? cool scar i hope lmao and uh. ive also been super busy in general. okay. love you internet peeps. ciao!

dec. 7 2025; hey i think ya girl's anemic. i blacked out when i stood up. we're gonna get my blood levels checked. but. holy fuck

dec 23 2025; lol i deleted the blog stuff on this page while tinkering w the site. OOOPS :P lucky i backed up a lot of it (i did not use it for shit before this)

jan 16-17 2026; I GOT A FUCKINGG GAS MASK IVE WANTED ONE SINCE I WAS A LITTLE KID NOW I FINALLY HAVE ONE!!!!!!!!!1 AUTHENTIC GP-5 FROM THE SOVIET UNITON AND YOU CAN TELL IT IS BECAUSE THE FILTER HAS CYRILLIC WRITIGN AND AND I TRIED IT ON AND IT CCAME WITH A BAGG TO HOLD IT AND IM SO ECITED IMSHDGYTFGGH IM SO HAPPY RN HGYTFGHUI

mar 1 2026; birthday!

apr 4 2026; i am so fucking tired it is not even funny i almost passed out on my keyboard lastnigth hhrg

apr 26 2026; main laptop's battery died and wont hold a charge, wont stay on. using my old dell inspiron 3215, used to be on windows 8. i am using linux. mint, if you're curious whoever said mint cant game was lying!!!! i get 40-60fps on project zomboid (wouldnt run on windows). I HAVE 6GB OF DDR3L RAM. dude!!!!

may. 9 2026; went through something real shit the other night. my fault for the most part. stupid old dog cant learn new tricks, can it. whatever, im bitching about my own fuck ups. it was my fault. nuance to it yes but my actions were my own fault. how that sorta thing works. im irl sick. and im gonna gt an appointment for a mental screening soon. so. not all bad. mostly bad. past few months have been pretty shit. too lazy to fix my html so. stuck with the lines of text bleeding into eachother edit at 12:34; no it was an easy fix i forgot to close the div lollll it took 2 whole seconds